Summary:Heechul writes to Hangeng
Disclaimer: do not own them.
Warning-Unbetad, but I used Microsoft Word’s check
Dear Hangeng(since you're not my Hankyung anymore)
Just so you know, I really don't want to write to you at all. I think that
you are the biggest fucking asshole in the world. I can't stand you at all, I wish you would
die or something worse. However the only reason, why I'm writing to you. Is because Eeteuk
told me. That I was going to be locked in my bedroom. Until I either phone or wrote you.
Since supposedly have some issues with the whole fucking situation. Eeteuk thinks that I need
to fix the problems between us. But really there's absolutely nothing between us anymore.
Since I needing to write this letter. Especially with a letter I can write anything and not
hear your answers. So here what the fuck I'm feeling at the moment. What the bloody fucking
hell happened. First of all, I got to find out about the lawsuit from the fans. However since
I was going to give you a chance to explained everything. But after I heard the news about
you wanting to leave the group and me. I had to leave for a bloody photoshoot. When I arrived
home, I was going to find you. So I could tell you, that I would supported you in anyway
possible. However when I came to our shared bedroom, all your stuff was gone. There was no
letter or even a fucking post-it note. You just fucking leave me without anything. I received
no good-bye or you explaining anything to me. All I know is that you left me without a care.
Maybe for the past three years was just a joke to you. That I was a just a fun fuck toy. And
even to this day, it's been five months without a word from you. None of the members have
heard a word from you. Even if you wanted to leave Super Junior. Then you should talk with
the whole group. Especially since there are some many problems with the group at the moment.
Kangin having all his problems and now him going to army. But even with all his problems.
Kangin is always phone or e-mailing the group. And then with Kibum, he's fighting, so he can
come back to our Super Junior family. While you on the other hand, are doing everything to
get away from our family and me. You Hangeng, I always thought that you love me. But I guess
that I was so very fucking wrong. Finally I can't take it anymore, Hangeng. Even knowing that
you never say anything at all. But it's over between us. And I wish to never hear from you
again. So just stay the hell away from my family and friends
P.S-Kyuhyun decided to added a short note for you.
P.P.S-I fucking hate you
I really fucking hate you so much You were the one I always counted on to help me. Whenever I
had a problem or felt homesick. I could always go to you, and you would make me feel better.
However you fucking left me, without a word. Then even knowing I really hate you more than
anything in the worlds. I get to hear Heechul cry himself to sleep every night. Heechul loves
you more than anything in the world. But you left him without a fucking word. I hate the fact
that the person I looked the most up to. That fucking asshole disappointed me so much. I wish
I could see you again, so I could kill you. But if you ever come near my family again, I'll
make you regret it so fucking much.
P.S- Please just die, it would make everyone happy.
P.P.S- Also Kibum and Kangin added a note too.
Oh Hankyung, I really wish I could talk with you. I really want to know what the hell is
going on with you. But you never answer your phone anymore. Hankyung, I know that things are
really bad at the moment. Really Hankyung look at all the trouble I'm going through at the
moment. But I'm still talking with my Super Junior family. So that I can fix the problems we
have. But we need you to talk with us. Hankyung, you just left without a word. So please call
or write us, then we can fixes things. Or even better come and visit with us. I'm leaving in
eight days for the army. So please come see us before I'm gone for two years.
P.S- Even if you don't come to see us. Remember that you're my brother and I love you.
Hannie, I know that things are really bad at moment. However things can get better for us,
Hannie. I know that things were never great for you. That your contract was very horrible and
cruel. But you have your family to help you. But you always needing to be the strong one. Now
please let us help you with this whole situation. We are family and love you so much. But I
really hope, you'll come see you before Kangin leaves for the army. Also a little bit of good
news. I'm finally going to be more involved with Super Junior. And I'm so thrilled to be
with my family again. I just hope my whole family will be together soon.
My Dearest Rella
I miss you so much, more than words can describe. I really wish more than
anything in the world. That I could be beside you or hold you in my arms. I hate how unfair
life is to us. I really want to have talk with the groups and especially you. However when I
talk with the company. They told me, if I talk with anyone in the group. Then when the
lawsuit is over, then it would be the end of Super Junior. But Rella please just know, that
with the lawsuit. It was never so I could leave Super Junior and you. I just want a better
contract with SM company. So I could take time to get healthy and see my parents. When I try
to talk with company, they told me to stop acting childish and be a man. I needing to do
something about the situation. I just never knew it would get so bad. I never ever meant to
hurt you in anyway. But really I wish that I would be brave enough to sent this letter to
you. However I know that I'll never sent this letter to you. This letter will go in the box
with all the other letters I have wrote to you and the other members. I miss everyone so much
and love everyone. My beautiful princess Rella, you're the love of my life. I wish I could
spend every second with you. But life hates me so much. I stay away so Super Junior can live
on, even without me. And trust me, Rella I wish I could be there. Maybe one day I'll be back
with my amazing family and my love. One more thing, Rella it will never be over for me. I'll
always consider you to be my lover and my true love.
P.S- Please watch over Kyuhyun for me. I miss my little brother so much. And I know he must
hate me more than anything. But I love him and miss him. Tell Kangin that he better come back
safely to Super Junior family. And with Kibum I'm so happy that he's coming back to the
group. Just tell everyone I love them and I'm so proud of them. And I really wish I could be
there with my family. I wish I could write more but it's so painful to write this letter.
Since I know I'll never sent this letter. And I have no clue when I'll see or talk to any of
you. But I love and miss everyone so much.
AN- with everything going on with the lawsuit. I think that Hankyung just needs to do what right for himself. I really want everything to work for the best for all of Super Junior. And even knowing i was not very nice Hankyung here. He still is and will always be my favorite member. It's because of him, that I found Super Junior.